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Here goes deep in my heart says..........

'Jangan Bilang Tidak'
Ku pernah punya cinta namun kini ku sedang suka kamu
Cintaku dulu tlah kubuang jauh kini ku ingin kamu

Ku pernah menyendiri di sini ku akan terasa sepi
Walaupun bibir penuh gelak tawa namun hatiku sepi

Jangan bilang tidak bila kita belum mencoba
Siapa yang tahu akan sama hatimu dan juga hatiku
Banyak yang bercinta bertahun-tahun putus juga
Kuharapkan dengan dirimu walaupun singkat pendekatan
Cinta kita kan abadi

Ku pernah punya cinta namun kini ku sedang suka kamu
Cintaku dulu tlah kubuang jauh kini ku ingin kamu

Jangan bilang tidak bila kita belum mencoba
Siapa yang tahu akan sama hatimu dan juga hatiku
Banyak yang bercinta bertahun-tahun putus juga
Kuharapkan dengan dirimu walaupun singkat pendekatan

Jangan bilang tidak waktu dicium aku bingung
Namun dada ini bergetar
Makanya sungguh aku mohon
Jangan bilang tidak


 I hope u sense me thru your instinct, my dear :)

It's been some time..................

It's been some time................. i haven't update my blog. Updating blog reminds me of PASUM. My achivements, memories during my school time. Ahhh..... i really want to move on from what i've done during my foundation. Skipped the lectures, lepaking with love without parents' permission ( tak dapat berkat ) and what not :/ I'm going to throw away those memories. I regret on what i've done.

K !

So now....let's start new life, new mission, new vision all together ;)
Hi it's me Nani, your fghiend of course~ I'm in UNIMAS Sarawak and i'm going to stay here for 4 years time. So.......... my new chapter of life begins here ! :)

It's really hard to accept that i'm no longer an "excellent" student when i did not perform for my finals during foundation in pasum. Many friends would ask me "Acano result?" "Pointer hang berapa?" and blablabla. Hey friends, no worries babies <3 Since i was in high school, i maintained my pointer not to drop below 3.40 :) yeah, now u guys can guess my pointer at which range. 

And this counselling course......
I really love psychology. When friends seek me for advices, i think it sharpened my skills in helping people thru psychological needs.Umm, why not i take psychology course in UKM or other research university??
Here goes the story~
My mom and dad really want me to be a doctor. Since i was a kid who never knew what life is all about. I tried my best to fulfill their wish. I scored my upsr, pmr and spm ( anak mithali ). Somehow.... i failed to score 4.00 for my foundation just to apply Medicine course. But my momma said just give a try in UPU. So in UPU form, i filled medicine course for each university. And......
Without telling mama and papa, i filled counselling course in unimas. hehehehe >;D

So, cenggini la jadinya. Tuhan makbulkan apa yang korang niat actually.Take deep breath and think... apa yang korang jadi sekarang ni semua based on niat korang. Apa yang dalam hati korang nak :) Acewah..

It ain't easy to study counselling course actually :/ especially a naive and cutie pie girl like me who has science-background. It really hard and hurts me a lot. Tapi aku kan tough ! hehehe...

So girls and guys, wish me luck. Doakan la aku di sini. ewahh~


*p/s : i made this blog to share stories. no ideas in becoming a popular blogger and whatsoeverrrr :*

K friends... waktu memalam memey banyak idea nak menge-type. 

Good night earthlings ! Sleep tight ;)

Imma happy girl !

Heyy. After a day berkurung melayan perasaan. Ehh. Haha. Yelaa after a day memikirkan masalah ny at last i try enjoying myself today. Yeahh. I do really enjoy myself today. All day long, I went for a walk w/ le sista. Untung aa kak datang kl jap. Hewhew. Tuu pon sbab dy outstation :) Ahh. Homesick T.T More than a month tak balik ouh. Bajet tough. Hihi. Kk. Semalam aku stress fikir psl menda tuu. Bout the mr.s and mr.f laa. Bangun ponn lewat. Tgh hari tuu Ive got a phone call from Eiman. Yeayy ! She came to UM. She need to buy books for her law subject. Then we met for a while. At the same time, my sista otw nak dtg kl from shah alam. So, Eiman and Mru teman aku p stesen u (stesen lrt) . Well, kitorang jln kaki okayy ;) Tough en kitorg but aku saje nk bg sweet memory kat eiman and maru utk together2. LOL. Haha. Kak n ckp nk mkn kat kl sentral at first. Im quite frustated lahh :/ Then she changed her mind. Dy tny nak p Mid Valley ke, KLCC or Time Square? OMG OMG. Ada chance nak bjalan woi. Hihi ;D As usual, aku tak suka p Mid Valley. Why? Try pegy dulu then u'll know. Haha. KLCC for me x best sgt. Andddd, i ajak my sista p TS. Yehaaa !! Actlly Ive never been there. Hihi. Mostly my friends in UM jarang jalan. Selalu p mid valley je. Busan woii .__. Kitorg naek monorel p ts. Weekend lahh katakan. Punya lahh sesak manusia. Bernafas pon susah. Ngada2 sikit. Haha ;P Masa nk cari monorel pon satu hal. I x biasa naek monorel bcause I slalu guna lrt n ktm jaa. Monorel  kan luar bangunan kl sentral tuu. *brief explainations. HAHA. I ny mmg suka berjalan. I mean berjalan kaki tgh2 bandar. Whoahh !! Selalu naek kereta. Busan gakk. Hihi. Kalau jalan ngan kwn x terjamin. Hoho :B Then dah sampai kat stesen monorel tuu sumpah pack gila org. Nak masuk tuu kena tolak2. My sista pegang jee tgn i. Handbag !! Sesungguhnya kena jaga ! Pesanan ringkas dari Nani. LOL. Kitorg turun kat Bkt Bintang. Woww! That moment was amazing. Aku kat tengah KL woi. Its not like jakun or whatt. Aku mmg suka berjalan. Tehee :D I can see Lot 10, Sungei Wang. Hihi. Sesak tuu toksah nak kata laa. Mmg pon. Hm. And di petang christmas, mcm2 ade laa kan. Haha. And dove ada bg deodorant as free gift. Aku dapat 2 ! yeayyy ! sebab lalu kat situ dua kali. Haha :P Then kak n bawak aku p Low Yat. Usha laa pae gadget the latest sume. After that we went to TS. aku amazed sikit nk p situ n at last dpt jugak. Hehe. Aku bgmaba laa dgn snowman, xmas tree and the xmas stuffs. Tp kat phone kak n. Lupa bluetooth. Plan kitorg p TS nk makan. Disebabkan kesesakan melampau, we cancelled ! see ! Kitorg plan nk mkn kt kl sentral. haha. Serupa xyah p kan. But whatever it is. I do enjoy myself. Cuci mata. Woooooo :3 Thanks alot to kak n :* Masa nak balik tuu homesick laa T.T Kiss kak n byk kali. Salam byk kali. Pragai aku mmg cmny even w/ mama and papa. Hehe. At least i can forget masalah tuu kejap. Kejap jee. Then fikir balik. LOL. About mr.s and mr.f tu, I think Ive the answer. Yehaa !! I think ape yg mr.s ckp tuu betul cuma mr.f je taknank ngaku sbb i dpt tau dr somewhere. But it's only 70% dipercayai laa. But Im happy today ! Sebab pergi sight-seeing kat KL tuu then tau psl si f. Hihi ;) - Nani.

I cant accept this ! :(

Heyy ! Today I feel so glad that I could make a visit to HTAR. I visited Iwan, Sharp's brotha. He is in ICU now. I hope everything will gonna be fine :) Heee :D Kadangkala dlm kita tgh happy, ada jugak benda yg buat kita sedih ehh. Lately, I felt something is wrong w/ myself. I dont know why but I keep struggling to overcome this. T.H.I.S. I dont know what it is actlly. Hm. So sad :( My friend, Milin Melon also notice about this. Aiyoo. Today, tuhan nak tunjuk kat aku something. I feel damn fuckin much stupid. Idiot ! Ugh .__. Siang tadi. Someone told me that mr.f do like me before. I was extremely shocked !! I never thought that it would be like this. I admit that last two years I do like him. That guy was a friend of my ex-bf. Hm. It is soooo complicated. Ah come on ! It is last two years puppy love. Aku x sangka that he'd like me too :( But it's too late. Nk tau cmne aku tau? Yeah. As usual my over-caring ex-bf told me. Know what ?!! mr.f and my ex-bf tuu gang kot. They're good friends ! But i dont know how their friendships work now. Benda nk jadi mcm ny. Masa tuu I and ateyn ikot mr.s p Jusco Klang. Konon nk teman laa. *At last he left us -,- lol. 3 of his friends were waiting for him that time. Masa dlm kereta, dy tny I. Kenal x B(bkn nama sebenar). I ckp yea  kenal. Budak yg kurang aja kan. *mulut takdak insurans. Then he asked me again. Kenal x mr.f ? I answered. Kenal lahh. Then dy cakap "haa.naseb dy xde kat jusco ny" I was wondering why. I asked him why. Dy ckp "xde pape la wehh" *dgn nada gangsta . Haha. I pelik laa. I asked him again. Why? Theeeennnnn !Dy ckp mcm ny "Kau tau x dy suka kat kau weh" . I was likeeeeeeeeee. Mygawwddddd. My last 2 years crush likes me. Im sure some of you might be happy but not me -,- Ah come on. dorang tuu gang okayy. Bestfriends kott. How come jadi mcm ny? I SUMPAH serba salah gilaaaa. You bayangkan lah. Sure ex you tau kan mr.f and you chat kat fb? *yeah we did chat in fb. But what keeps me wondering. Mcm mana dy boleh tau mr.f tuu suka kat i? Haa. See !! I tunggu masa jee nak tnya mr.s ny. Kekadang takleh caya sgt. Hm. So sad :( Perasaan i campoq2. I might be happy sebab crush I suka kat I even tak confirm lagi. Takut kena prank -,- Andddd of course I serba salah gilaa dgn mr.s (ex-bf) haihh. masalah sungguh. His parents treat me like Im their daughter kot. Masa I dtg hospital, his parents kissed me. Awhhh. Im soo touched :') *homesick. All of his family. Makcik,pakcik,sepupu,atok,nenek kenal I k. I diperkenalkan. Rasa mcm retiss plak.LOL. But know what mr.s , if you read this. I hope you wont get offended k. I dont know whether I ny still special or not but all i know is i  cant be perfect. Im not perfect. I know you can find someone much more better than me :') After all yg aku dah buat. So sorry. I do appreciate you in my life ;) but if you can find someone better, go and get her okayy ? :D Pheww. Thats all I guess. Hope semua akan t'bongkar ! - Nani.

Memories ;)

Assalamualaikum and hye ! ;) Its me Nani. Yea. There's no intro in this blog as you guys can know me well by reading up my every posts :) Actlly this is the second blog. The first one aku dah delete. Why? Hm, mcm haprakk jee. Haha. JK. No laa. Sbb ade laa. Hihi. So, This is just a simple blog where I just wanna share all about love, lives and we need laugh. HAHA !

Lets start yeaa. *first post teruihh nak cerita kutt ;3 muehehe x) Harini aku rase mcm nk share segala memori yg aku tringat. Hihi. You know what ? memories are the best freakin things everrrrr !!! Wohooo. This is all about friendship, love :') I bet most of you mesti ada kwn yg bole di anggap family kan? Same goes to me :) I have a family. Kitorang bermula dari maktab. Yeahh. MRSM PDRM Kulim. Ada yg dah 5 tahun bersama. 2 tahun. Even 2 tahun, but still we're like family. Ecececeh. Jiwang sikit. Tralalala ;p So sejak masing2 dah pindah ny, i mean each of us dah dlm bidang masing in university, kitorang keep in touch via facebook, twitter. Sometimes skype. Sedih laa pulokk. Hehe. If one of us ada probs, kitorang akan tolong. Tak tolong secara zahir, tolong doa ponn kira okayy gak what. Hm. Copcopcop !!! Aku taknak sedih :( Back to the real, sejak masing2 jauh kitorang kekadang ada plan nak jumpa. Hehe. The most unforgettable mase reunion kat Bukit Merah. Wohooo. But that time aku, fiffy, sheya and kakcah tak dpt join p berenang sebab ada problem sikit. Haha. Lawak laa igt mase tuu xP So kitorang pergi malam. Amekkawww !! Pergi sana just semata-mata nk jmpa jee, padahal esok nk kena balik. There you see. Its about a loving family. Awwwhhh, How sweet. Kahkahkah. *Kuatkan radio, kuatkan radio. Tetiba. Haha. Sorry. Now playing. Tuu terikut :D
Kitorang stay kat homestay somewhere in Taiping. Gila bapak aaah budak laki ramai giloss. Taktau kat depa mcm mana bole dduk. Kitorang girls that time about 7 org kot. Hm sat2 nak igt. Aku, fiffy, sheya, kakcah, wansyud, aiman, shallaa. Haa. Perempuan ramai ny jela. Lelaki tokseh nak habaq. Ada naek moto, kereta. And paling lawak ade sorang mmat ny dtg. Yea. He's Sharp. Walawehh. Lama x jumpa. First jumpa segan gak la. Sumpah segan. Tp bagus la. Even the past 2 years dy x skaly dgn kitorang but still dy join. Siap bawak Avanza lagi. Hahaha. K stop. So sorry because gambaq2 utk reunion tuu xdak. X elok utk dipertontonkan.Hehe.

The next one. Break the records of my Box Office is when some of us gathered  to watch football match. Fuhh ! Tuu kira plan last minute. Special thanks to Abg Faizal and PP Azin cause sudi belikan & tickets for us. Kalau x, xde nak jumpa. Tau x sebab apa best. Mmg sbb Msia menang. Tuu satu benda, Satu lagi. Hoishhh. Sebab girls yg pergi masa tuu just me and Azza. Awhhh ! Mcm princess ooo kitorang. Hahahahahaha. Ngada -,- K sorry. Yela, lagi 5 orang jejaka malaya. Hihi :B Actlly benda ny jadi sbb aku yg ngada nak p. tp takde geng. So dgn muka kurang malu but still ada malu p laa tnya Marwan. Maru satu universiti dgn aku. Kat mana? PASUM. Tau? Dy ponn ckp okayy. Green light aa. Semangat semakin membara. HAHA. Maru yg p cari orang nak pegy mlm tuu. And finally aku sorang je perempuan yg nak p. Sbb bila aku ajak Zaty, dy takut. Ajak Ateyn, dy x balik KL lagi. Hoishh. At last, syukur Azza okayy !! Lagi melonjak-lonjak kegembiraan aku. HAHA. You guys should know how it feels ;) So, let me list out yg p malam tuu. Aku, Azza, Marwan, Ijie, Wan, Afnan and Najib. Najib is not one of our family. Tp redha je mase tau kwn ijie sorang nk ikot. Hihi. Asalkn ada yg nk p. My first impression when i met Najib I thought he was an untalkative guy. Tapi.... tau2 la bila dah sekepala. Hahaha. Good job Najib !! Kitorang bertolak dlm 6 lebih. Sumpah ramai n sesak dlm lrt tuu. Bak kata Azza. Mcm burger. Kitorang daging. Org laen roti. Muehehe ;p Lawak laa. We cant stop laughing bila kitorang sekali. Hikhik. Yela. Lama x jumpa kan ;')
Smpy stadium bkt jalil kitorang sembahyang maghrib mendoakan kejayaan Malaysia menentang Indonesia. Alhamdulillah. X membazir duit aku. Huhu. Ganyang Indonesia !! Tringat kat ijie. Actlly that night byk sgt benda lawak jadi. Mmg kalau aku tuluihh ponn korang x larat nk baca. What can I say is I do really enjoy that night. I DO REALLY ENJOYYY :) SO, here we go. Feel free to view some of le pictures we captured that night ;)

                                                             Hey ! It's me and Azza.

                                                      EXCLUSIVELY ! Abg Aaron Azizi.

                                                                     Wan and Maru.

                                              Azizi, Najib and Afnan. *dorang semangat sikit.

                                                                       Malaysia ! ;)

                                                                        Us w/ Najib.

                                                                  Ganyang Indonesia.

                                                             Part of Malaysians ;)

                                                         Family of MJSC PDRM :)


Yeyeyeyehhh !! I guess thats all for now. New blog for new chapter of life :') *tetiba. muehehe xP